Friday, October 05, 2007

A page

I think I need to create a page about things that are going on inside me. I have this picture of me with my eyes closed and I want to use that and explain how part of me doesn't want to be constantly remined my Mom lost her breast..... I just want to live behind my closed eyes. Selfish, probably, but it's how I feel.... Now that she has survived, it's about the living afterwards. Don't even get me started about how I feel about chemo and/or radiation....

1 comment:

Dawn said...

It's totally healthy and normal to have the mix of sadness and fears and confusion and all that. It's part of the grieving process, and you and your mom have lost something... things have been shuffled.

But, I'll bet you get your strong, stubborn(in a good way), "deal with it" personality from her, and together, you guys will figure out the new normal and move forward through all that's ahead---TOGETHER.

We're all behind you!
love ya!
Dawn