Stuff

Man I hope that Ryan and his partner just take the leap and go on the own 100%.... I'm so tired of MY life being on hold cause his freakin partner has no balls..... Life is too short working too much for too long.

Going camping this weekend. I think it's our last. Best thing we every did was rent that site for the year!

I love the age Carson is at right now. I actually find myself wanting to stay at home more and more. Don't get me wrong, I love spending time with my little man before, but have never wanted to be a stay at home Mom. Maybe I just want to be there cause we can do stuff together and I can still get stuff done and not get SOOOO frustrated with him. Now I'm not going to lie I'm thinking the "fun" stuff and well as the "have to" stuff.

Roxy's and I started Beginner L2 dog training. She does well on the stuff I work on with her, but I need to "heel" with her more and start really practicing on the "in front" downs..... We are also start agility training on Oct 6th.

Anyway just wanted to babble....

Oct 1

this will be the day my Mom has one of her breasts removed. On Aug 24th we found out my Mom has breast cancer..... when did we become one of the stats. Don't know how I feel except relieved right now...

Relieved because...

1) it was found out in the very early stages

2) it could have been much worse as she hasn't had a mamogram since 1991, yes that the nineteen century LADIES go get your BOOBS squeezed in that machine.

3) she doesn't have to have radiation or chemo!

Okay I'm also Freaked out because...

1) my Mom, Carson's Nana is the ROCK... so now

2) she smokes, drinks and doesn't eat properly.

More to come I'm sure.